Title:
Together For The First Time.
Author:
Kristina Q.
Disclaimer: None of these characters belong to me *sigh* but if they did I sure as
hell wouldn’t complain *giggles*
Distribution: Anywhere you want as long as you ask me.
Spoiler: AU.
I guess.
Warning:
This fic contains profanity and male/male graphic sex.
Rating:
NC-17.
Deja vu.
That was how Jesse felt like
right now. Like this had already happened before. And it had. Not many days ago,
Jesse had walked the same path.
Head lowered, Jesse glared
down at the
To be quite honest then Jesse
had no idea of what was going to happen tonight. All he knew was that Chris was
waiting for him. He was waiting for no one else than him. It was almost too good
to be true. Surreal. Like a dream.
If it was a dream then Jesse
wished he would never wake up again.
Many memories of the last time
he was on his way to Chris popped up in his mind. The same strange feeling. Like
a huge tight knot tying inside his stomach. The light tingling sensation making
it almost impossible to concentrate. The thoughts coursing through his mind when
no one opened the door.
But also when the door
suddenly opened! He had felt so hurt and lost, but at the moment the door opened
all that had vanished like a wave had washed over him. The warm gentle touch
against his skin. Chris' lightly quivering fingertips had brushed over his hand,
sending a strangely comforting feeling throughout his entire body.
And of course that kiss.
Abruptly and longing. Yet it felt so right. For that moment everything had felt
right.
At this very moment Jesse felt
almost happy just by thinking of these things.
With every step Jesse came
closer and closer to Chris. With every breath his body tensed more and more.
Finally.
He was there. All he had to do
now was knock on the wooden door.
He knocked and the door was
carefully opened. He sucked in a shaky breath when he saw Chris. Standing there
in front of him. Never had he looked more beautiful than he did now. He looked
almost like an angel to Jesse.
He was wearing those tight PVC
trousers that seemed to fit perfectly to his gorgeous body. But what caught
Jesse's attention was the smile on Chris' beautiful face. His perfect lips
curled upwards. Jesse could feel himself blushing. He was speechless. Couldn't
even think coherent.
"Hi..." Jesse
finally managed to say. Chris only looked at him, still with that beautiful
smile. Jesse felt as if he was about to faint.
Amused by the affect he had on
Jesse, Chris gently took his hand and led him inside. The feel of his hand in
his made Jesse swallow hard. It felt so good. So natural. Like it had been
missing in his entire life. And it was finally here. And he was determined to
never let go of it again, no matter what happened!
Before even getting the chance
to speak another word Jesse felt moist lips press against his and Chris had him
moaning within a second. He faintly heard the door shut behind him. Tangling his
fingers in Chris' golden silky locks, he deepened the kiss; a desperate groan
escaped his throat when he felt Chris' tongue against his.
A wave of arousal shot
throughout him when he suddenly felt warm fingers travel up under his shirt. The
touch was gentle, almost curious. Everything seemed to be perfect! Tasting those
addictive lips. Feeling those curious fingertips trailing across the mountains
and valleys of his ribs.
Lips met with a curve of his
neck, sucking hard enough to leave a red mark while fingers slowly drifted
further up to explore his chest.
Suddenly Jesse broke the kiss,
gasping for air. He looked into Chris’ eyes. He seemed a bit confused. “You
ok?” Chris carefully questioned, “Is it going too fast?” his eyes were
glaring straight into Jesse’s. “No, it’s just…” he sighed, “Are you
sure this is what you really want?”
A light laughter escaped his
lips before he stole a quick kiss from Jesse, “I’ve never been so sure in my
life!” he said before claiming his lips in a passionate kiss.
He then moved away from Jesse
despite the little protesting whimper that slipped past Jesse’s lips as he did
so.
Sitting down on the springy
mattress, Chris send an inviting smile to Jesse and it didn’t take long for
Jesse to understand the hint! He was quick to emerge in front of Chris, kneeled
down and kissed his lips. When he trailed his lips down to kiss his jaw and neck
he heard a faint whisper in his ear. “I love you…”
Jesse’s lips slowly curled
upwards and he withdrew only to look into the bright eyes of the younger man in
front of him. Chris looked so happy. A perfect reflection of his own face, he
was sure of. “I love you too…” he replied cautiously. Jesse memorized
Chris’ face before slowly moving in to taste his sweet lips again. The smaller
man instinctively parted his lips allowing Jesse to explore his addictive mouth.
Chris leaned back to lie down
drawing Jesse with him until he was sprawled on top of him, both men giggling
before connecting their lips again.
Jesse slowly began playing
with the zipper of Chris’ skintight PVC trousers. After struggling for a few
seconds he finally managed to unzip them. He ran his hands over the smooth
fabric covering the tense muscles of his thighs before carefully beginning to
pull them down. He was unaware of the fact that he was teasing his blonde lover.
After succeeding in pulling
the pants completely off he started working on the shirt. He unbuttoned every
single button slowly, his eyes never leaving Chris’. Tears were forming in the
corners of those beautiful sparkling eyes. Tears of pure joy and pleasure.
The shirt was thrown to the
floor, soon followed by his socks, creating a heap of clothes on the floor.
Chris was now fully naked. His exposed body seeming so much more beautiful in
the faint moonlight slipping through the crack of the curtains.
His beauty blinded Jesse.
He swallowed hard before
beginning to tear at his own clothing, desperately trying to free himself from
the confining clothes. Eager hands helped him and he glared down at the grinning
blonde. They finally managed to tear it all off. And Jesse once again climbed on
top of Chris, but was abruptly flipped onto his back.
Lips covered his in a harsh
kiss. Chris straddled his hips, rocking back and forth a few times, eliciting a
yearning groan from the older man beneath him. Both men gasped for air when they
broke the kiss.
“Chris… do you have a
condom?” Jesse was insecure whether or not he should have asked, but he felt
he should. He just wanted to be careful. Chris nodded and smiled slightly,
“Sure,” he giggled before climbing off and reached for one of the drawers
not far from the bed.
Jesse just stayed on the bed,
eagerly waiting for Chris to return. The mattress shifted under his weight as he
jumped back onto it, holding the rubber in his hand. Jesse was about to reach
out for it, but Chris placed his hand on his chest as a sign for him to stay
where he was. “Let me…” he said in a low seductive voice. Jesse exhaled
and laid himself back again.
A small moan slipped past his
lips when he felt Chris’ warm fingers beginning to caress his hardened
manhood.
“Done,” Chris exclaimed
triumphantly and crawled up Jesse’s body to kiss him again. Jesse rolled Chris
onto his back and slid down his body, raining butterfly kisses all over his
delicate skin until he had reached his exposed cock. He gazed at the alluring
drop of pre-cum resting on the tip before flicking his tongue out to collect it,
causing Chris to squirm.
After managing to breathe
normal again, Chris reached for the tube of lubricant on the nightstand then
threw it to Jesse. He looked at it for a brief second then gave him a quick kiss
on his abdomen, before starting to coat his fingers with the lube.
Relaxing the best he could,
Chris took a deep breath preparing for the pain he was about to experience. But
he knew it would be followed by the greatest pleasure in life. A pleasure given
to him by the man he had been in love with for a long time.
He hissed when a finger slowly
entered him, wiggling experimentally. His muscles tensed and Jesse froze afraid
of hurting him. “You ok? You want me to stop?” his fear could be heard in
his voice and he was ready to withdraw, but Chris wanted him to continue.
“No, no… keep going. Just
be gentle, ok?” he smiled. The stretching of his tight hole was a bit painful,
but he slowly began getting used to it and the pain subsided. Another finger was
pushed inside of him, thrusting at a slow pace. A desperate moan escaped his
lips when a finger brushed over the spongy surface of his prostate.
“Oh… Jess! Please…
don’t stop!” he panted as his entire body tensed due to the stimulation. At
the very same moment Jesse pulled away, drawing a protesting whimper from him
because of the lack of contact.
Crawling in between his legs,
Jesse leaned forward, carefully lifting his hips a little and pushed himself
into Chris. He winced at the slight pain, but was soon moaning for him to
continue. He began to thrust, keeping the pace slow and controlled in fear of
hurting him again.
Chris began to arch along, his
fingers playing with the flesh around Jesse’s hips, succeeding in making Jesse
groan before he changed his angle. Chris cried out when he felt Jesse rub firmly
against his prostate, his head falling back end eyes squeezing shut.
Jesse took the chance he had
to lick a path along a curve of Chris’ vulnerable throat, up his jaw and
ending in capturing his parted lips. He moaned into him as he felt Chris’ body
beginning to stiffen.
The force of his thrusts was
still slow and deep and he wanted to continue like that for as long as he
possibly could. He wanted to savor the feel of the warm tightness surrounding
him. Wanted to feel Chris’ body close to his.
The smaller man arched his
back, grabbed the back of Jesse’s head and pulled him up for a longing kiss,
his tongue tickling the roof of his mouth. At the same time Chris’ body
tensed, he moaned loudly into Jesse’s mouth and released his seed onto both
their abdomens.
They broke the kiss, Chris
gasping for air as he heard the older man cry out from the force of his orgasm.
He slumped tiredly against the
younger man, panting for breath, body trembling violently. They lay like that
for a few minutes, before Jesse had regained enough of his strength to
cautiously pull out of Chris.
Eyes shut; Chris could hear
the sound of Jesse’s bare feet padding out to the bathroom. He returned
moments later after cleaning himself and crawled onto the mattress again. Chris
opened his eyes when he felt a slick tongue glide over his lower abdomen,
removing the cooling cum from his skin.
Chris sighed. He could hear a
low purr emitting from Jesse before he was once again by his side. A kiss was
placed on his forehead before Jesse snuggled closer to him, draping the covers
over their still sweaty bodies.
Wrapping his arms around
Chris’ body, Jesse was now lying with Chris’ back pressed against his chest.
He kissed his shoulder quickly, Chris shifting a little when he felt the stubble
tickle his sensitive skin.
Within a few minutes Chris’
breathing had begun to even out. Slow deep breaths. His chest heaving at a
comforting pace. Jesse felt the need to hold him. He would never let go again.
A wave of tiredness washed
over him and he closed his eyes, tightening his grip around the man lying with
him. A weary smile appeared on his lips, before he whispered “I love you,
babe…”
