Title:
The Test.
Author: Kristina Q.
Disclaimer: None of these characters belong to me, but if they did, I
sure as hell wouldn't complain *giggles*
Warning: This fic contains male/male graphic sex, which some of you may
consider rape.
Distribution: Anywhere you want as long as you ask me.
Couple: Jesse James/Billy Gunn.
Rating: NC-17.
Exactly one month had passed since the day Billy had walked in on Jesse while he
was having sex with Hunter, and Billy was still insecure whether or not he could
trust Jesse. For that reason he had been planning to test if Jesse was
trustable.
Right now Billy was sitting in the dressing room, adding the final details to
his plan. Jesse was in a match, so he had time enough to finish it today. If
Jesse would fail this test then he didn't know what exactly to do. If he should
let him go or just keep an eye on him.
Just as Billy was done with his plan and had hidden the little piece of paper in
his duffel bag, Jesse came back to the dressing room. He was stumbling through
the door, rubbing his hands roughly in his eyes.
"What happened to you?" Billy asked worried as he rose and reached his
hand out to Jesse, "That son of a bitch threw powder in my eyes..." he
replied and grabbed Billy's hand, nearly missing it. He could barely see
anything; everything was blurry. He felt a strong arm around his waist and was
lead to a bench and then sat down with Billy next to him, still holding him by
his waist.
Jesse was still rubbing his eyes, trying to be able to see, and Billy went to
find a wet cloth and returned with it and stood in front of Jesse, "Look at
me," he said and Jesse immediately did what he said and tilted his head
back and looked up at him, blinking many times, trying to adjust his vision.
"Don't blink" Billy commanded as he placed one finger above his eye
and one finger underneath his eye, preventing Jesse from closing his eye. He
looked into his eye, which had become a reddish color and little droplets of
water was appearing in his eye, "Billy... It stings," he whimpered as
he grabbed tightly around Billy's wrist, trying to pull his hand away.
He removed his hand from Jesse's face and he instantly rubbed his stinging eye,
and Billy sat down next to him again, wrapping his arms around his shoulders and
pulled him closer to himself, and handed him the cloth, and Jesse then rubbed
the cloth in his eyes instead of his hands. Billy smiled and gently kissed his
temple.
Jesse was shivering when he felt Billy's moist lips on his skin and turned his
head to face Billy and then he kissed him. Jesse enjoyed every second of it.
Feeling his lips against his own, and he could Billy lips part, and he did the
same thing and he let Billy's tongue caress his own. When they broke the kiss,
Jesse gasped for air and he rested his forehead on Billy's shoulder, and he
tightened his grip around his shoulders.
Billy suddenly caught sight of his duffel bag and remembered about his plan.
This would be a good idea to take advantage of the situation! "I thought we
could meet later," he almost whispered and Jesse could feel a familiar
tickling feeling in his stomach. He had been longing for Billy. It had been
weeks since the last time they were together and he was beginning to wonder if
Billy didn't love him anymore. Ever since that day with Hunter, Billy had been
different, but Jesse didn't blame him. Billy had all the reasons in the world
not to love him anymore.
"Sounds like a perfect idea," he smiled and nuzzled Billy's cheek,
already looking forward for the evening, "We can meet back at the hotel. In
the cocktail area, around 9 tonight, ok?" he said and looked at Jesse, who
just nodded. He was speechless, which was very rare for a man who usually speaks
24/7! And that was just the reaction Billy was hoping for. His plan was already
working.
***
Jesse was beginning to doubt Billy's feelings. He had been in the cocktail area
for almost an hour, and there was still no Billy. Maybe he had forgotten it.
Perhaps he just changed his mind. There was only one thing left for Jesse to do.
Drown his sorrow in alcohol!
Not more than a half an hour later he was drunk. He rested his head in his arms
on the table and stared at the empty beer bottles in front of his eyes. A shadow
suddenly appeared across the table and he raised his head to search for the
source and next to him a man was standing.
"Is this seat taken?" the man asked as he pointed to the chair next to
Jesse's, "No. Just... sit down..." he answered as he looked at the man
standing by him. It didn't take long before the man was sitting down.
Jesse put his head back in his arms, trying to pass out. Billy obviously didn't
love him, and right now Jesse needed someone to love him, but there was no one.
He felt so lonely and lost. He didn't know what to do. He couldn't live without
Billy.
"I've been watching you," the man suddenly said and smiled, as he
looked at Jesse, who raised his head once again and looked at him in despair,
"What?" he asked, his voice shaky, obvious that he was on the edge of
crying. "You look so depressed. Did someone let you down?" he said
just as if he already knew about his misery.
"Yeah. We were supposed to meet here, but he-" Jesse didn't finish the
sentence and chuckled, "He never came?" the man asked, "Don't
worry, I'm not straight either" he smiled, and Jesse smiled back at him,
"I don't think he loves me anymore," frowning at his own words and he
looked down on the blank surface of the table.
He nodded understanding, "I know how you feel... I was left recently
too," his face dropped and Jesse could sense the pain in his eyes. Jesse
was getting a little uncomfortable, and tried to change the subject before he
would break down and cry, "What is your name?" he said with a shaky
voice, "My name is Chad," he smiled, "What about you?" Jesse
noticed the look on
"Jesse," he answered and was about to take a sip of his beer, when he
finally realized the bottle was empty. He cursed to himself as he rose to get
another beer, but he was even drunker than he thought and just as he had gotten
to his feet he tripped over his own feet and fell flat on his stomach.
Chad immediately rose and kneeled down next to him to check if he was hurt,
fortunately nothing had happened to him, and he wrapped his arms around his
waist, helping him back to his feet, "I think it's time for you to go back
to your hotel room" he giggled and Jesse couldn't keep himself from
laughing, trying to imagine how funny he must have looked like when he fell.
Inside the elevator Jesse desperately tried to hit the button to the floor where
he was staying, but after several attempts he just gave up, "I need
help..." he whispered embarrassed and send a cute smile to Chad who just
shook his head and asked for what button to press, "Erm..." he said
scratching the back of his head concentrating on remembering which floor he was
staying on, "Oh, three... I think," he thought for a moment and then
nodded, "Yeah, three," he said again, and
Intoxicated by the alcohol, Jesse rested his head against the cold metal wall of
the elevator, and when they reached the floor Jesse stumbled out and nearly fell
again, but managed to standing himself up against a wall, while Chad was
searching for the credit-card key in his pockets.
When he found the key he pulled it out and looked at the number on it, he gazed
around looking for a door with a similar number standing on it. How lucky could
you possibly be? Jesse had put himself against the wall just across his own
room, and
He turned around to look at Jesse again. He sighed and went towards him and
wrapped his arm around his shoulders and dragged him inside the room and Jesse
immediately went to the bed and threw himself across the mattress.
Shivering from the sudden statement from this man who he barely knew, not
knowing whether it was of shock or from arousal, he send an inviting smile and
Chad crawled onto the bed, holding himself up by his arms and leaned down and
whispered into his ear, "Have you ever tried being blindfolded?" he
had a lustful grin on his face when he moved away from Jesse.
He pulled out some sort of cloth from his pocket and moved back to Jesse again
and covered his eyes with the fabric gently tying a knot behind his head. Jesse
was really aroused and could feel himself hardening. Jesse held back a moan when
his shirt was removed, exposing his bare torso.
Jesse felt his hands being moved and felt something tightening around his
wrists. He was being tied to the bed! "What is the name of the guy who
didn't show up today?"
He could hear a door open and close again, and he thought to himself that it had
to be the bathroom door. But he was wrong.
"He's all yours!"
Jesse faintly heard the door open once again and he could feel a tickling
feeling inside of his stomach as his arousal grew even more.
Gazing at his lover tied and blindfolded, Billy stepped over to the bed and
crawled on top of Jesse, able to feel his erection against him. Warm fingertips
were now circling on his pale smooth skin on his abdomen, sending shivers down
his spine, and a soft whimper escaped from his pink moist lips.
Billy wanted nothing more than just kiss his delicious lips, tasting his sweet
addictive flavor, but he couldn't in fear of Jesse recognizing his taste.
Instead he leaned down to kiss his throat, licking and sucking gently until a
red mark was appearing on his delicate skin.
He licked his way down to Jesse's collarbone, nipping carefully and he could
feel Jesse's sharp inhale and he smiled and moved to one of his nipples, taking
it into his mouth and teasing it with his tongue, causing a moan from the
helpless man underneath him.
Jesse could do nothing but give in to the touch and not that he was complaining,
and he began trembling when fingers were unbuttoning his jeans and then slowly
unzipping them. His pants were slowly removed, slowly sliding down his thighs
and legs until they were tossed to the floor soon followed by his boxers.
A quick lick to the tip of his cock, removing the pre-cum, made Jesse tremble
and cry out in pleasure and Billy then began to kiss and lick on his inner
thigh. He could feel himself hardening when he gazed down at his lovers exposed
body. He wouldn't be able to wait for much longer. But first he wanted to play a
little with Jesse!
The soft whimpering from Jesse was unbearable and Billy kissed his hips, then
placed his hands on them and pinned him to the mattress, leaned down and took
him into his mouth. Jesse tried to thrust up, but was held down and he moaned
because of Billy's tongue was teasing him to no end.
Billy continued his sucking and licking until Jesse was about to come, and then
he pulled away from him, watching as Jesse's tensed body was trembling, his
breath was heavy and he was listening to his sobs due to the astonishing
pleasure he had just experienced. He hadn't come yet and Billy was determined to
make him cry out.
For a moment Jesse thought it was over, until he suddenly felt a finger
penetrating him and he gasped for air. Another finger was pushed inside of him,
slowly stretching him, and his entire body tensed when the fingers cautiously
rubbed against his prostate, causing a loud groan to escape from his throat,
which made Billy shiver.
He was ready, and Billy removed his fingers and went to get the tube of
lubricant from the little table next to the bed and squeezed some out onto his
hands and coated himself with it. He then went back to Jesse and gently pulled
his legs apart and placed himself between his thighs and carefully pushed
himself into Jesse's entrance.
Jesse was writhing underneath him, but it didn't last long before he was moaning
and whimpering, in pleasure, to the rhythm of Billy's thrusting. Billy wanted to
moan too, but he knew if he did, Jesse would recognize his voice and his plan
would be destroyed.
He could feel Jesse tightening around him and he increased his power, causing
Jesse to grit his teeth and clench his fists, crying out desperately for more,
and when he reached his prostate, Jesse bucked hard and his whimpering pleading
pushed Billy over the edge and he released into Jesse, choking his own moaning.
Jesse felt the warm seed filling him inside and he screamed out and released
onto his own abdomen, panting and trembling uncontrollably, and Billy was able
to keep himself from collapsing on top of him.
After catching his breath Billy pulled out of Jesse and leaned down to clean his
cum from his abdomen with his tongue, enjoying his sweet addictive flavor. Billy
then moved away from the bed and got dressed. Not more than a few minutes later
Jesse had already fallen asleep, and Billy untied him, dropped a little note on
the table and then left the room, letting Jesse sleep peacefully.
***
Jesse slowly opened his sleep-hazed eyes. His head was pounding, and he could
clearly remember what had happened that night. He did it again. He betrayed
Billy. He looked around and noticed the little piece of paper on the table, and
he picked it up and it said: "Thanks for an incredible night. You were
great.
What was he going to do now? Should he tell it to Billy or just try to forget
it? No, he couldn't just act like nothing ever happened. Billy could see right
through him if he was lying or if something was bothering him. He had to tell it
all to Billy. It was the least he could do.
He then rose from the bed and went towards the bathroom to take a shower. He
defiantly needed a shower!
***
Next day when Jesse arrived in the locker room, he was doing his best to avoid
Billy, and he had been successful at that point until he accidentally bumped
into him when he was about to enter a room, at the same time as Billy was
leaving it, and Jesse tried to get away without making Billy suspicious of his
odd behavior, but Billy didn't let him leave and he said he wanted to talk to
Jesse.
Jesse could feel the fear rising in him and he followed Billy into the room and
sat down on a bench, playing with his braids, and looking at Billy only waiting
for him to speak.
"Why have you been ignoring me?" he then said very seriously, gazing
down at him with questioning eyes, "What do you mean?" Jesse asked
trying to act innocent, but he knew Billy wouldn't believe him, "Don't lie
to me," he said and began rubbing Jesse's tender neck and Jesse knew he had
to tell it.
"I slept with someone yesterday..." he said and looked down on the
floor, frowning, regretting everything of it. Billy then giggled and Jesse
didn't understand any of it, "You failed my test by sleeping with 'someone
else' but you told me, which means I can still trust you a little," he then
grinned.
"What? I don't understand what the fuck you're talking about!" Jesse
said very insecure, completely lost after hearing what Billy had said. Then
Billy told him the entire story, about how he planned to stay away from the
cocktail area, about
Jesse was speechless. He didn't know what to say or what to think! "I'm
sorry. I hope you can forgive me?" Billy pleaded and then kissed Jesse's
moist lips and embraced him. Jesse still didn't say a word, but it would be very
hard to just forgive Billy for this. One thing Jesse was sure of was that he had
to get revenge on Billy for doing this, and he had a pretty good idea of how he
would do that!
